Why was I so nervous? It was just a battlefield tour. Over
the last thirty years with the National Park Service, I have led literally
thousands of battlefield tours, hikes and walks. But this time it was different
and I was anxious. Wait a minute, hadn’t I guided numerous VIPs across the
battlefield -- Senators, Congressmen, foreign dignitaries, State Department
officials, Generals, Cabinet Secretaries. Heck, I met Jimmy Stewart, Nancy
Reagan and once spent the whole day leading the entire Kennedy family around
Antietam with renowned Civil War historian Shelby Foote. Still I was
apprehensive. This was not about me, it was about a young man who has been
through radiation and chemo and was traveling 3,000 miles to visit the park.
This tour was different, unlike any I had been asked to
present before. It was for the Make-A-Wish Foundation, www.wish.org. For a
young man with a life threatening illness, it was his dream to visit Antietam,
Manassas and Gettysburg battlefields. Now I have always known that Antietam is
special place, sacred ground that should be preserved forever. However, I had
not thought that if facing the greatest challenge in life that I would choose
touring the battlefield as my one wish. Kids in this incredible program have done
amazing things -- jammed with Carlos Santana, flown in a Navy fighter jet, gone
to the Super Bowl, acted as the Chairman of Nintendo and of course vacationed
in Disney. But for fifteen year old Clark, a young Civil War buff from
California, his wish was to tour the battlefields.
The night before the tour I was very apprehensive. So I
jumped on my mobile meditation device (better
known as a lawn tractor) for two
hours of contemplation. As the blades whirled and the engine hummed, I prayed
for strength and clarity of thought, because for Clark I wanted to be at my
very best.
The next morning was unusually clear and cool for the
longest day of the year. Clark arrived with his older brother, Mom and Dad. He
was a little shy, but very much a typical kid from what surely seemed a
wonderful family. We spent the next five hours together sharing the incredible
story of the worst one-day battle in American history. We talked about the
normal battlefield subjects of weapons, tactics, terrain and soldiers. However,
we also focused on the courage and sacrifice of the young men who once marched
to the Cumberland Valley. How they faced adversity, doubts and fears. How there
are more important things in life than ourselves. Things like preserving our
nation, our flag and freedom. We stood where young Johnny Cook once stood. Just
so happens that he was also fifteen.
At Antietam, he was the bugler for Battery
B, 4th U.S. Artillery. At the horrific Cornfield, Johnny assisted
his wounded commander, faced mortal danger and helped load and fire the cannon.
For his bravery, Johnny was awarded the Medal of Honor.
After a full day on the battlefield, we finished with a
shopping spree in the park bookstore arranged by Antietam’s Superintendent and donated
by Antietam’s generous cooperating association. Clark seemed so happy with his
Antietam t-shirt, cap and model cannon. It was then that Clark’s father said to
me that, “we are so blessed.” I will never forget his words or the quiet smile
of his son. I will cherish forever the gift that I had been given of the
privilege of sharing this day with this remarkable young man and his family. A
powerful and poignant reminder of what is important-- the precious gift of
life, family and making wishes come true.
Wow! What an incredible story! It's great that you were able to make Clark's wish come true. I certainly agree with him that Gettysburg and Antietam are fascinating places. I hope to see Manassas someday too.
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Great story, Keith. Thanks for telling this.
DeleteAbsolutely FANTASTIC story told by a fantastic ranger . . . Antietam's finest interpretor! Thanks, Keith
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